This My Shit

simple things like passing clouds and sunsets in the background ..as we fly, away from this place where were rotting while we speak and we watch our hair hit our feet we believe in this total destruction that’s  among us.

let it take me away let me take me away ,so i can finally breathe ,away from you away from all the things i…… i  used to know. and make a new life for myself a future with a worth with a worth. and a meaning something grand something new and bold and out there that catches eyes ill prove to you that there really is a man behind these eyes, behind these lies ill prove my faith even if it it takes all of my days.

farther from you i feel im getting and i think again im failing at what i set out to do, once again im losing you. as the leaves fall from the trees i believe in beauty and its death .i now know how quick it is. 

have you ever caught yourself caught in something, something so purely beautiful that your not sure it even really exists. things like this are always out of our reach and nobody ever gets what they deserve or what they need, its a wobbly bridge that we all cross one day some of us got lost but we found our way,

its amazing how when i think of you and the things we shared and fought over, how torn apart i feel, then i look even deeper and realize i’m better having taken this adventure how i would be nothing i am now if it werent for you then. 

some nights i still cry pillow soaked from over flowing eyes, its at that moment i feel most alone, pitch black in my mind and out, over and over your all i think about.

i will never again be able to hold you, touch you ,love you and still to thisday,since you left me that way, on my birthday a yearly reminder of everything i lost and how empty ive been. 

i hope when i die it really is the end cuz if i go to hell, thats when we will meet again.

have you ever caught yourself caught in something, something so purely beautiful that your not sure it even really exists. things like this are always out of our reach and nobody ever gets what they deserve or what they need, its a wobbly bridge that we all cross one day some of us got lost but we found our way,

its amazing how when i think of you and the things we shared and fought over, how torn apart i feel, then i look even deeper and realize i’m better having taken this adventure how i would be nothing i am now if it werent for you then. 

some nights i still cry pillow soaked from over flowing eyes, its at that moment i feel most alone, pitch black in my mind and out, over and over your all i think about.

i will never again be able to hold you, touch you ,love you and still to this day,since you left me that way, on my birthday a yearly reminder of everything i lost and how empty ive been. 

i hope when i die it really is the end cuz if i go to hell, thats when we will meet again.

summertime is coming and all i wanna do is be with you, under the sunlight in the day and the startlight at night, all im dreaming of is you, can we break away from the crowd to a place that only we know, we can sit and talk about our lives, and where we think they will go, will be be together, that story is still left untold but one thing i know is the time spent with you now, has been better than the latest years of my life.

and id like to keep this up, this looking into your eyes  it takes me away no cares no worries no cries, everything seems perfect when its me and you, all i wanna do is love you, that feeling i get when you stare back at me, the chills over take me like paralysis after an injury

no matter what this world holds for us i know this one thing to be sure, im not letting you go anywhere not anytime soon 

happiness left a long time ago. who knows who will return it to me, i gave up on people and became a very anti social person and i hate it, im scared to give people my time and knowledge  because so many people are fake. happiness came back when you easily made me smile, i see again some good in people, how someone so nice got left in the cold id ask myself but into the past i refuse to go. happiness seems to be here for now. well see how long he stays , sometimes it seems he is very carelessly carried off by the breeze

 Sultry nights of warming breeze, dark night sky ,stars and trees, all at once it all makes sense ,you and the wilderness is all I need It’s an easy means  to get by in this life we try and we try to be happy to make the world a better place for us and everyone althought it seems to me that this war will never end nothing will ever be one, but it wont stop me from seeing things for what they are and what they seem to be to me are scars on a battered planet kicked and tossed and torn without reason weve lost our way where have we gone well never know, if the sun is gone well freeze with time become the prime and die with our wolrd we had it all inour grasps we got greeedy and now its all collapsed 

fading fast and i cant hep but think about how my life went to this point, all in all i guess im happy with the time iive spent and who ive spent it with, but the outcome is never filled with good things, and it never seems to be anything close to what it really is and now where dowe stand amongst the rubble at our hands. and where have you gone, everything you had you left  what could you have left, now his time with you he spent and now he gone, and your alone like me, time for you to see how shitty it is. to never feel worth someones time ever again